19TH

I am legal now. haha. I recently turned 19, exactly a week ago and I don't quite celebrate it like having party at my house or so and I don't have any wishlist on my birthday to ask from anyone. I feel strange, in a good way I think. I mean I keep wondering where will I be when I turn 20, 30, 40. Everyone gets old but not everyone grows up. Say if you're 30's, Are you where you wanted to be when you were 20's? I can't really remember exactly what I wanted to be when I was 10. was it lawyer? ahahaa I think so. Time goes quickly when you get older, couldn't agree more and now that I'm 19 which is consider to be still young but I'm thinking about next couple of years, I will strive to do even better. I'm still the girl on her way to figure out how I'm going to make things happen in my life.

I learned a lot. Maybe not everything yet but enough to keep myself in self aware zone. Mistakes that I've done should not be repeated thus I promise myself. At this tender age, I don't care about competing to be better than anyone but all I'm concern is to be better than myself, each day. As long as I can live, as long as I keep my dreams alive, as long as I have family and friends there for me, the most important as long as I am blessed by Allah, I will survive.

Today, 29th of dec is my sister's birthday. Happy birthday to my sister, love you long time!
19 years of my existence, still rocking my own beat. Terima kasih dan alhamdulillah untuk segalanya Ya Allah. Thank you for the birthday wishes.
Keluarga dan rakans-rakans. haha. :)

p/s ; The Singapore trip was awesome! Will find some time to blog about it, later.

Amalina.Nazri,

STUCK IN THE MOMENT

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now. Too bad dear self, there ain't no genie I could use to grant my wishes. Truth to be told, I'm nervous for Muet result this time. Aku belum tahu tarikh exact Muet keluar tapi cuak lah rasa macam esok dah nak keluar. I have no idea for what will going on with my future undertaking. Well, I consider future as inevitable due to the nature of reality and time. What separated me and my imaginary plan I had in mind is, reality. So the best way is studying yesterday's and today's changes and prepare to tomorrow and the day after. Sometimes, the smallest matter can be the most important factor to change one life. Should or should not. One easy step yet tricky which can lead to massive changes. Fuhh. Regardless of the prevailing circumstances, sometimes you just gotta be your own hero and save your own little heart. I dislike the concept of approaches to the old problems. Therefore, stay positive and do it right. =)

Orang yang gagal selepas usaha itu adalah hikmah. Tapi, orang yang gagal tanpa usaha itu adalah... lu fikir lah sendiri. Esok macam kabur, power spec dah naik kot. Haha. Bak kata Patrick Dixon, "Take hold of the future or the future will take hold of you"


Amalina.Nazri,

khas buat along ucop!

a.k.a YMS

selamat hari lahir along ucop.

sorry lambat wish, raikan hari jadi dengan kemenangan.

gembira dan sehat sentiasa :) bersama buah hati.

Serious best gila dapat kenal along ucop ahahaaa harap kawan sampai bila2 

jadi abang kepada izzah, tehC, ammar dan syamira :)

<3 dari kami

p/s; dah 19. teruskan berblog, dan semoga cita-cita anda tercapai. amin.

Jadi?

Aku asyik fikir benda ni berulang kali.
Semak betul minda aku.

Kereta, misalnya.
Kalau ada kereta, memang senang. Tak dinafikan, cepat, selesa yelah dah nama kereta tu kau yang punya memang kau lah yang dapat manfaatnya tapi kontranya pada duit minyak, duit tol. Tu belum masuk segala service kereta yang perlu dibuat sekali beberapa bulan. Kalau nasib malang, terlibat dalam accident. Duit lagi. Cumalah aku rasa bagi orang yang sederhana macam aku ni, ada yang mampu, ada yang tidak. Tapi kalau bagi orang yang kurang bernasib baik tu macam mana pula?

Kalau tiada kereta, susah bro. Lagi-lagi zaman sekarang dah semakin maju, bangunan pun dah nak sampai cakar langit aku ingat zaman 2020 nanti, handphone nokia tu dah tak ada siapa pun nak pakai.Tak ada kereta, save duit minyak, save duit tol. Memang kenderaan awam berlambak kat luar sana tapi aku perhati 50% kenderaan awam dah jadi hak milik pendatang luar. Bas Klang, jangan cakaplah. Aku boleh gerenti 90% dah didominasi oleh pendatang-pendatang luar. Sesak, sempit, kang tercuit sana tercuit sini bikin panas. Tu belum masuk satu lagi faktor nak tunggu bas tu tiba dan belum tentu bas tiba tepat pada masanya.

Masalah. Aku faham, bumi mana yang tak ditimpa hujan. Tapi kalau masalah yang sama berulang banyak kali, memang penat bro. Ya Allah, hidup ni memang menarik. I trust in You, dear the almight.

Aku pun tak tahu tapi sejak-sejak ni, aku asyik ambil serious benda-benda berkaitan hidup ni. Oh, iya, aku dah nak hampir 19. Kalau umur macam ni tak matang lagi, aku mesti tembak diri aku. Haha, kidding. Memang nyata ah, setiap benda ada baik buruknya. Jadi?

p/s; Selamanya Harimau Malaya. Aku nak jadi Ultras Malaya ah. Pemain number 1, Khairul Fahmi Che Mat, goalkeeper harimau malaya, gua peminat lu.


Amalina.Nazri,