12 Jan ; The date I've been waiting for, but in the same time I don't feel almost anything exactly. What are you kidding me this is the third time I've been dealing with Muet. Of course I have reduce the nervousness. Yes people, third time I had taken Muet and praise to Allah only this time it's worth every sweat of my hard work and whatever I've through. I just want to see that number. 4. And that would be enough for me.
Earlier that night when some of my pals were busy updating their tweets about Muet I have no idea why I've been so calm, least interested to update anything about Muet as usually I would tweet almost about anything on twitter. But then I stopped tweeting upon unnecessary things, not long ago. No problem at all, I just thought that some things are better left untweet, keep it to myself. In accordance, I believe if you are one of my followers, you would have noticed that I rarely floods your timeline anymore.
A lot of things running through my mind. Did I pass this time? or didn't I? I was in close but no cigar, at that moment being. Mentally and emotionally I was ready cause I prepare for the best and expect the worst. Like always. Tepat jam 12, my curiosity killed the cat and I grab my phone started to compose a new massage, and guess what? Funny thing happened. I received a text from Maxis first asking me to top up. Hahaa I don't have sufficient credit to make calls or send sms-es and I laugh myself off that time. Punya lah gua dah taip sume sekali check baki akuan, kosong sen da. haha. So without further due, I put myself to sleep. Dalam perjalanan gua nak naik ke bulan, 30 minutes later approximately, I received another text but I didn't open it thinking it would be just another random text from Maxis. Ya, hanya maxis je yang setia bagi mesej kat gua tiap masa. Then I received another. Yes, again. Couldn't stand the annoying sound of the text alert I reluctantly read the text with one eye open.
Baam! I was wrong, it was not from Maxis this time but from Along Ucop, congratulate me and he send the copy of my Muet result. Meaning that he checked the result for me without my consent. I paused. First, alhamdulillah I got band 4. Second, how do along ucop knows my identification number? I smell something fishy there but screw all these doubts, this ain't a cook and bull story bro. I scream and happy. Alhamdulillah. I nailed it this time. I couldn't stop thanking god. True what they say, once a girl, will always be a girl right. As expected, I cried. No matter how many times I remembered myself that I shall not get too emotional, but I failed. The feeling of getting what you always wanted after all this while finally came, aaah blessed.
On top of everything, main point is to make my parents proud of me and I sort of did. Alhamdulillah. Allah is fully aware, keep your faith. What's important is the energy you create for yourself. Positive thinking :)
I want to congratulate semua rakan-rakan yang mengambil muet, tahniah semua. We've done our best, the enthusiasm yang penting.
p/s ; Masih mencari-cari rahsia along ucop macam mana jadi hackers terhebat ni? Bahaya. haha.
Amalina.Nazri,